Do you see a girl thats lonely of life, a girl that looks sad with the choices she makes? Or do you see a girl thats so pathetic she looks to angry to be a nice person?
You walk endlessly, whether your actually walking or not. You go round in circles, that simply get you know where. You continue to repeat the past, a past that you know you cant go back into to change the many things that you wish you never thought of or the things you did. You are on a continue repeat. You think of things that no sane person should think. You wish endlessly to be something that you know full well that youll never be.
Do you see a girl that dreams of the possible? Or do you see a girl that continues to be disappointed with absolutely everything?
You’re a heavy weight, a big angry ball, that never lets go. You’re a supply of sadness. You’re fed up of being yourself.
What do you see when you look at me? An angry girl, that looks scary because she looks pissed? Or a girl that looks pretty but never smiles?
You continue to care, when ive told you endlessly before to never do such a thing. You continue to feel, when ive told you a thousand times that no one cares about you. You continue to do this to yourself, when ive told you a million times to let the blood out. You continue to do the same things to yourself, when you know it get you know where. Why do it?
What do you see when you look at your reflection? Is it someone you want to be? Or is it someone you wish youd never become?